Thanks to so many of you who have commented and left reassuring comments about having gone through cramps, understanding the scaryness of the whole thing and continuing to pray for God's peace for me.
After everything yesterday, I woke up today with no sickness or weird feelings, my tummy felt flatter than it has in weeks and I was down 2 pounds on the scale. So, I started my morning mentally freaking out that maybe I lost the babies.
One of my sisters called and I had told her about that and in the midst of our conversation, I suddenly had to cut her off to go be sick in the bathroom. :) I smile because it was just funny that here minutes earlier I was complaining about not being sick and wondering what that meant and it was like God said, "Okay, you asked for it..."
I truly believe that each day of this pregnancy is meant to test and build my reliance on Him. Some days I win that battle and other days I seriously lose, but I'm reminded that I serve an amazing God, Who has done already above and beyond what we could ask or think. He will continue to be amazing no matter what His plan is for us and for these babies. And I hope that in the end, I will be a stronger, more faithful Christian because of what these days bring.
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Sandra,
I loved seeing your picture of that growing belly!!! I know that after so many miscarriages, it's so hard to trust...a daily battle against fear. With my pregnancy, I've finally given the control over to the Lord and acknowledged that this baby is His to do as He wills. He has taken me through some pretty insecure times at the beginning with some spotting. I'll be praying for you and those sweet little ones.
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